i think i'm hitting rock bottom. All of a sudden jolted out of my comfort existence into a darkness so deep. My head tells me it'll all turn out fine my heart is bleeding dry. It's as if i had a premonition; to tell a friend to trust God and then to find myself in a position to be rejected over and over this season. I don't know what to do either. I'm going to drown in my internal flood of tears for now.