there are alot of things that we thought we knew
we could be so certain that we have found the answer
we could be so adamant as to what we have to or should do
yet once we procrastinate
rationality sets in and we realise
we were too idealistic
too optimistic
too confident that we could change the world we live in

i thought i had made up my mind to take another path at the crossroads yesterday
i thought i finally knew what i wanted
and found who i wanted to meet for a long long time
but after thinking about it
it is not the case.
maybe i painted too rosy a picture
maybe i read too much into things
maybe i was being too sensitive

for the first time i really dunno what to think feel or do